:: Highlights ::

I know i haven't been blogging. Seems like the lazy bug has got the better hold of me. Anyway, in short, here are the highlights of the past weeks.....ZzZzzZzZzz..

Paris:
Went Paris again and revisited those places I've been before. I was the tour guide this time round...bringing my fellow new colleagues around those touristy places and do those touristy thingys. Oh yes, been to Louis Vutton Store...got tempted, swayed, lured, seduced.... by the entire range of bags there but lucky me, didn't spent a single cent there. Instead, i earned 200bucks. Hahaha...SSssh..... Anyway, the service in France SUCKS. BIG TIME!!!!! Oh yes, there was this arrogant fuck at the train station and i asked for help. He simply looked at me with this small fucking eyes and fucking constipated face and said "I don't SPEAK ENGLISH." And turned his fucking small head away. Blardi idiot. I bet his dick head is as small as his last finger.

Here the photos by the way(Using my NEW camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!):


Motocross trip in Mersing:
I followed my majesty to one of the races in Mersing since im in Singapore during the weekend. It's a nice place....the track is just beside the beach. its damn hot and i got a sun burnt even when im under the shade most of the time. As for the race.....what else can i say??? I have noticed that every time i followed him, he will not be at the podium. what the hell!? And when i don't follow him, he wins. Am i his jinx or what!? I refuse to believe!!!


Auckland:
Auckland was ok until i fell sick! High fever, nauseous and body aches!! Doc diagnosed as influenze and I was unable to work from Auckland to Singapore. So, I was positioned as passenger and rest on board for the entire 10-hr flight. Met an Ang Moh and chatted for a few minutes when my IFS came over and told him that i need to rest. Later, He wrote a note, trying to ask me out when we reached Singapore. He must be crazy. I'm blardi SICK lor. I didn't reply to him the second time round. Anyway, we found out that he's such a tryer coz he went to ask another fellow crew. hahahahaa!

Oh ya, I couldn't celebrate my majesty's birthday as I came back from Auckland on that fateful day. Besides, i was still pretty sick and weak. Hmm...i think i need to do a post celebration soon!

That's all folks. Laters~

:: ZzZzZzz ::

ok. i just came back from Brisbane not long ago. Damn sleepy.
Only had 3 hrs sleep the night before...!!!
Anyway, good flight! Good crew, nice pax...light load.... what more can i ask for??

Too bad i didn't have time to walk around much...
Oh ya, i couldn't sleep at night and was surfing the TV channels and realised aust's programs in the hotel SUCKS. Decided to use the internet. ALAS! The port in my room is spoilt! ~~!#$%^
The assiatant mgr, Elmer is his name (who happened to be quite cute too!!!), brought another cable for me. However, it didn't work AGAIN and so he offered me a free 12 hr internet access in the biz centre. Hurray!!! And so, i was connected to the my own world and busy chatting with friends..how comfortable that is. Can't imagine being all alone in another country and without my precious lappie!

Chatted with Louis, Jenn and Dora over the net. Had my webcam and played with it for a while. Oh and i signed up SkypeOut...Heh heh....now cheap phonecalls out!!!! cheap cheap cheap!!!

Anyway, i was feeling a little depressed during the last 2 days. Probably due to the previous flight. But i guess all will be fine soon. Just have to hang on to it. After talking to Jenn, felt so much better.....Thanks GAL!!! You're THE BEST!!!! MUACKS!!!!

Ok. Time's up. Sleep. ZzZzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

:: Language of Love ::

Got this quiz from a link on Jenn's blog...
Well...u can't blame me..there's really not much to do at 1am....WHAT!?IT'S 1AM ALREADY!?!?!?

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Physical Touch:		6
Words of Affirmation:		6
Acts of Service:		5
Receiving Gifts:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

:: 49 days ::

It is approaching the 49th day soon after next week. 49 days after my grandfather left us. And yes, it is the number of days i've been trying to keep a vegetarian diet. EXCEPT for the FIRST week, when i was too hungry on board and accidentally forgot about it that i ate a.......sausage. Felt so guilty and promised and kept reminding myself never touch any meat after that....at least within the 49 days.

Of course it's not an easy task but it's not that all difficult as well. What makes it tough are that:
- Vegetarian food is not always available everywhere, especially now i have to travel around.
- Pure vegetarian food, like those fake meat and such, tasted HORRIBLE.
- It would be more convenient to go to an non-veg eatery where most of your friends frequent. I mean its easier for one, that is, me to accomodate the rest...right? Initially i have to resist the dying temptation to eat those yummy-looking, grilled, fried, braised (WHATEVER!) meat when my friends ordered them. But now..i can cope with it already.

On the other hand, it's not very diffcult coz:
- I've always like vegetables more than meat...(but tt doesn't mean i dun consume meat at all. I still love bak hwa..pork floss....u know what i mean!!)
- My grandmother and parents understand it's difficult for us to refrain from meat completel. So they encourage us to take any food...just try not to take any meat on the dish(that is, we can buy from any non-veg stall). So i am still able to eat my fave food "Hor Fun"...which i just need to tell them not to put any meat but add veggie.
- And of coz, i have lotsa instant noodles to turn to if it really gets desperate. (You dunno how many cups of instant noodles i have consumed when im overseas!!!! Eat till im sick!!!)

Ok...i'm still thinking if i can take my fave Tom Yam soup although i have taken it. OOOOPS!!!
I didn't touch any meat....but but but i think the soup is made of chicken-based...or at least something like that. And i'm still thinking if i can eat my fave roti prata..which contains ghee....and the curry contains meat as well?????????????????
Hmm....can i still eat all of those but i just dun eat any meat?!?!?!?! Can i can i can i can i!?!?!?!?

So anyway, my family and i was having the prayers just now when i realised it has only been a month after my beloved grand dad passed away. I was telling my cousin....it seems so long ago that it happened but it actually only happened recently. From time till time, i still think of him. And i miss him. I miss his sulky face when we forbade him to eat his junk food. I miss his innocent laughter when he watched a funny program on TV. I miss touching his botak head each time i visit him. Sometimes i still feel like crying..but i keep reminding myself he's at a better place now.

And then at the same time, I would also think of Ibrahim, my dear friend, who left us before my grand dad. I remembered how I kept visiting him during the last few weeks of his time...hoping to see a better him each day....

Sigh... things happened so suddenly.....still feel a little.......hmm..how to say?? Its like as though they're still around but they're not. I am moving on... but with the lost of my friend and my grand dad recently, i felt a little "guilty" (maybe?) that i am moving on. It's like i haven't grief enough. It's like....someone very dear to me has passed away...so how come it didn't seem to have impact me the way it should be...and that i still can move on, live normally......just like nothing happen now????

I dunno...it just feel.....strange. Can somebody tell me?
feel like crying already...

:: 6th April 2006 ::

06 April 2006
This is MY DAY!!!!My hatch day!

I came back from Pakistan on the day itself. Caught one hour of sleep and then head straight out to meet him. He was late (and again....) and i was sooooooo pissed coz i was extremely hungry!! I gave him THE face and started to help myself to the vehicle. I opened the box, wanting to put my stuff in there and realised it was full. I closed it immediately and wanted to get angrier. But in a split second, it occured to me that what was inside the box were actually my prezzies!!!!!!!

I didn't know whether to continue being angry or jump up with joy. I guessed it was shown in my face. He smiled and said "you are happy right but still wanna act angry....." I burst into laughter and hugged him. Like an impatient child, i scavenged the box for my prezzies.
Hmm....a bouquet of flowers and a "Lee Hwa Jewellery" box. I thought it was earrings or necklace...but it was a ring! It was really a surprise to me! I didn't think he would actually buy a ring coz he dun buy rings for gal anyhow?!?! A Birthday ring...as what he said. Well...he did mentioned that he felt it was time and appropriate now as he felt committed and very sure of our relationship already....and yup, we are moving towards the same goal. *felt a tinge of sweetness* heehee. :p

But shortly, i started to tease him saying, the flowers weren't big enough...and why weren't they pink.... The diamond isn't big enough....Why he gave these to me in the most unromantic manner... Hahahahaha....Actually, it's all bullshit. Haha~ I like the flowers, i like the ring though it is not 1-caret. I like the way he puts in effort to surprise me when i know he is a perfect nut in this area. It is actually the thoughts behind all these and those words he said that touches me. :)

We had a simple dinner at a russian resturant with my dear friends in Arab street. The meaty dishes smelled nice and i resisted the temptation to eat them! I maintained my vegetarian diet in a RUSSIAN restarant, when most of the dishes are meat!?!?!? But as long as my friends love it, i'm happy!

Thank you, people! Thanks for the present as well!!It was such a thoughtful and perfect present! What is better than some spa sessions after long and tiring flights!! I'm sure I'm gonna enjoy the sessions!! And yes, i love the flash animation together with the blessing that you all painstakingly created...(thanks ah Kenny...!know u and ah bong were busy with all the projects in school)

Click it! =>> (http://www.funkyblue.com/val_birthday_site/)

Thank you, Jenn..for the innovative voucher that you created. But you didn't state the validity period leh..so i shall assume its one year till my next birthday!? wahhahaha~
When can i redeem the dinner and the mystery gift!? As for the personal favours....i will buzz you when i think of it!

And yes, thank you, Louis and Kelly for the prezzie though i haven't seen them yet coz its with JENN!!! Eh..Jenn..you dun suka suka use them as your "mystery gift" ok....kekeke~ So nice of u all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugz hugz*

Of coz, not forgetting my very own sister!!! I just received it! Though our family dun practise birthday celebration, my lovely sister always remembers my birthday and buys me present every year, without fail! This year is a Tang's Voucher!! Yay!!! Thank you!!! :p I love u!

I love u people!! Namely ~ SuperMin, Cutie Cheryl, Blurry Ah Bong & Kenny, Mokie, Nerdy Neng, Georgie old man, Auntie Yongwee (bleah!), Hunkie Joefrey, Lovely Jasmine, Sweetie Winnie, Tallie Linli, French Jenn, Louishutter, Kel Kel and sista deon! And those who smsed...Sista Joey, Yanling, Meiyan (my dearest friend for like'em....15 years!!), Pete, Ah wai (all the way form taipei!), Queky, Dora, Afshaan.....