07 November 2007

:: self worth ::

What is self worth?
Does the environment and external factors dictate self worth or does it come within oneself?

Am i thinking too much into things and had myself fooled?
Or have I indulge myself in self pity too much and I can't get out of it.

Do I actually possess the things I think I have?
Are the people around me whoever I think they are?

Am I losing myself? Am I fading away?

:: Beautiful Seed ::



"I think that a seed is a wonderful metaphor for our lives. We are all like seeds. Seeds grow unseen in the soil and then sprout, and some seed become the biggest, most majestic trees and others grow to eventually bear wonderful fruit, and yet others, grow to provide shade. We are like trees. When we are in our mother's womb, no one can see us growing, but we are there. And all the potential for our lives is present in that moment, small as we are at that point in our lives, we are who we are now because of what we've gone through. And just knowing that, makes me sad to read about the increasing numbers of abortions that occur. People have forgotten that all the potential for life comes from something small, seemingly insignificant, seemingly lifeless."
~ Corrinne May~

Just bought Corrinne May's latest album "Beautiful Seed" after I heard one of her songs over the radio.
Her lyrics were really beautiful and very meaningful.

Two of my fave songs from the album:

1. Shelter
"Friends support and help each other through difficult times. This song is about friendship.
It is a song to a friend to tell her that I will be here for her through the difficulty she is going through. All she has to do is call me and I will help her in whatever way I can."



Lyrics:
What's wrong, whats getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around
with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through tough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
'cause I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

We share a bond
You and I we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses
I catch your pretenses
The same blood runs through our veins
I swore I'd be your lifeline
Made a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when
So promise me you'll

Call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let my be your shelter my friend

2. Beautiful Seed
"I think people often forget how the smallest, most seemingly insignificant things can have such beautiful possibilities. All it takes is one person to make a difference in this world. People like Mother Teresa, Gandhi and Martin Luther King Jr. testify to this fact. But often, we are so afraid to try, to speak up, or to make a difference."


Lyrics:
You can fill the darkness
With just one flash of light
Break the silence with just one word
One definance starts a revolution
One life can save the world

On the steps of Washington
Sprinkled like confetti
Thousands of people sing
"we shall overcome"
The preacher shouts
"Let freedom ring"
He gave his life for what he believed.

You can be a witness
You can be a prophet
You can make the whole world believe
Break the strongest fortress
Change the way the world thinks
You can build a bridge where foes can meet
Hope for the future
Shout it, don't whisper
Dreams are what we make them to be
There is hope in every heartbeat
Tiny as it seems
You're a beautiful seed

She's a pastor daughter
She's only 16
But her heart and her belly
Are breaking at the seams
Her boyfriend blames her
He wants to pay for the doctor to wash it away

As she lays in the hospital
A christmas choir is singing
About a child in a manger
Fragile and small
"Unto us is born a Saviour"
She looks at her baby and cries
As she sings him lullaby

You can be a witness
You can be a prophet
You can make the whole world believe
Break the strongest fortress
Change the way the world thinks
You can build a bridge where foes can meet
Hope for the future
Shout it, don't whisper
Dreams are what we make them to be
There is hope in every heartbeat
Tiny as it seems
You're a beautiful seed

Every hope, every power
Lies in the heart of a seed that flowers
Interwined all across the land
We're all seeds in the maker's hands

:: fat ::

I think I'm putting on weight.

Contemplating to try Cambridge Diet coz one of my friends tried for a week and she lost 6kg.
Should I?

:: Amritsar and london::





Yes, that's amritsar....
Sigh... no mood to say anything right now. Duno why and dun ask.
Seems to have things to say, yet no words seem to form.

Yea..so i decided to...just upload photos.

At krumbs' yi-ma's place...somewhere in uk.














hmm.... losing myself?