sometimes... i really wonder... if it is really so difficult to find someone that can fill that empty space that you've been waiting for all these years...
Some people say...Be contented with what you have. But what if that isn't what you think you want? Even though you tried hard to accept it or try to accept the idea of "be contented with what you have"?
And then there comes another that says..."If you don't close one door, the other won't be open." Is this bullshit or what? How do you know the other will open when you close one? How sure are you? And what if closing a door takes a part of your flesh? and we haven't talk about regrets yet.
So we go back to square one. There you are holding to one that hopefully can change for your sake or for the better of your lives... no matter how much effort, sacrifices or time you put in... it still didn't seem to work. Then when will you gonna wake up and realise that it's all bullshit?? Nothing's ever change for your sake. Only you yourself will see the effort you put in and the sacrifices you made. Only you yourself will do silly things for him. Only you yourself will try all your means to help him when he needs but gone when you needed his. Only you yourself will appreciate what you have done for whoever. Only you will be there for yourself when the cloud turns dark. no one will ever notice or even think great of you. For you are nothing in his eyes. Or perhaps he has more important things in his heart to fill you in. "not his fault" you may think. Or is that another excuse/bullshit? Or are you destined not to have someone who'll priortise you and think you are an apple of his eyes? is that your destiny? or is this what you want to succumb yourself to?
i dunno. i just know im not a superwoman.
Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee has it's sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy, your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
Now you say your juice is sour, it used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting me so deep
I got my pride, I will not cry
But it's making me weak
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everythings OK
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me
I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me you're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk
You're like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair
Look into the corner of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I give my everlasting love if you return love to me
If you feel it in your heart and you understand me
Stop right where you are
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you've got to be sweeter to me
I need love, I need trust, your love
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