i dunno what i'm feeling.
I've lost control of myself.
And i certainly do not understand.
what should i do?or what can i do?
what do i want? what can i want?
Can i just have a decent happily-ever-after fairy tale?
mother of all bitches, give me a clue.
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im not here to give u any clues, cos im def not a mother of any bitch.. But having said that, i understand about life's (sometimes bitchy) rollercoaster ride too.
After a period of time when things are unchanged, its common to not know what u're feeling. And its easy to also lose control of yourself. Reason being u've been in it for so long, u've all along been in that mode and delusion and therefore definitely not knowing what you should do, can do and want.
Why not this babe, give yourself the space to find yourself. But this space needs to be as big and wide as possible. Allow yourself the freedom to think in any manner and direction.
Allow no sentiments to play any part. Allow zero emotions to tamper with your thoughts.
Just, for a moment, be in the mode of how you're feeling. (pretty zen-like) And perhaps, hopefully, you find some enlightenment..
My thoughts are with you.. =)
thanks ping mei...
i think u hit the right spot.
Right there. It really is a bitch isn't it? Why do we even land ourselves in this way? I'll try...
Nevertheless, i love u, MOTHER!
Happen to see this post from you. I am not sure what is going on in your life that you felt so lost about.
Well, I cant say much cos seriously i dunno how to help. I think the greatest help i can give now is to give you a BIG Virtual HUG and say " Val, although you are such a Siao Cha Bo, I will still love you no matter what happens...." MUAH!!!!!!!
:)
Anyway and anyhow, hope things are looking up...Even if its not looking up per se, at least hope things are heading somewhere.. If its anything positive, that's great... If its something negative, that's a good learning point in life too..
If u allow just one thing to get u confused about anything, everything will be confusing.
Freedom.
To love, to express and to feel.
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