:: emptiness ::

Have u ever felt the emptiness even though u have someone with u?
Have u ever felt disconnected even though u have someone else's hand to hold?
Have u ever felt lonesome even though he's right next to u?

What does that mean?
I dunno.
Haven't i done enough? Haven't I tried hard?
Or was it a case of "can't-be-bothered" or was it a case of insensitivity?
Or rather have u taken me for granted?

Whatever it is, the point is - are you with me?
Physically, emotionally and spiritually?
Were u there when i needed you?
Or were you just happen to be there when u r free and only when "feel like it"?

How would it feel when sweet nothings were delivered to u and was acknowledged by non-chalence?
How would it feel when u said u missed me and my best reply was simply no response?

Are u here with me?
Can we still hear and follow each other's heartbeats?

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i'm not looking for someone to talk to,
I've got my friends,
I'm more than ok,
I've got more than a girl could wish for,
I live my dream,
But it's not all they say.

Still i believe
I'm missing something real.
I need someone who really sees me

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore,
Still believing you'll walk through my door,
All i need is to know it's for sure,
That i'll give
All the love in the world.

I've often wondered if loves an illusion,
Just to get you through,
The loneliest days,
I can't criticize it,
I had no expectation,
My imagination just stole me away

Still i believe
I'm missing something real.
I need someone who really sees me

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore,
Still believing you'll walk through my door,
All i need is to know it's for sure,
That i'll give
All the love in the world.

Love's for a lifetime,
Not for a moment,
So how could i throw it away?
Yea, but i'm only human,
And nights were colder,
With no one to love me that way.

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